reflection

reflection Have you ever taken a long look inward? A lingering gaze transcending your physical Pondering reflection sets up shop What is it only you see? Are you broken and bruised Passively satisfied at what you don't see. Content to gaze briefly beyond shadows How do you spell failure? Echoing the past's downward gusts Every weight piled on your back Sneak away from it all and sigh Fake a giggle and a darting glance Shadows evaporate into memories Help fill me up again, I'm empty I'm ready for it to be just right At last with no escape route No premeditated retreat Maybe even rising to the occasion Elevating through internal evolution Personal progressions formerly faked You're not cool with one and a half pants Have you ever just stared off at night? Not wondering about any one thing Trying to digest it all at once That solitude of post meditation Not focusing on focusing on not focusing Righteousness doesn't pay I wish it did We both know More of a feeling then a fact Strapping ourselves in for the ride Flirting with disaster gladly This is close enough Just keep sharing with me Mean what you say Just be you and let me watch Here's a little something I jotted down Incase I spotted you around Sad fingers weep out words Dangerous dreams I'm avoiding All I want is your trust Your sweet faith …. I think I have it Already Some people never get there Once long ago I was so there So sure So what! It died out from under me As much my fault as anyone Find the best in your worst Can faults be a virtue? Mistakes for all the right reasons Good intensions birth nightmares Awkward moments of insecurity You're so unhappy and angry Be civil. Can I have a minute to explain? I live for the moment mostly Consumed by excess I like get wasted I'm not running away I'm running toward always even keeled trying to letting go Just for tonight, forgetting my future.